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Mar. 9th, 2010 | 04:56 pm
mood: hopeful hopeful
music: troublemaker - arashi

I wont give up on my dreams.

I know my current pace is unbearable... but please give me more time...

Please have a little faith in me. Ganbarimasu.. Things will fall into place soon... Yakosoku!! 

onegaishimasu.... hontou ni anata no koto ga dai suki dayo dakara yamenai yo!!! ...

Ima wa sabishii desu

Feb. 16th, 2010 | 11:15 pm
location: SG ROOM
mood: melancholy melancholy
music: Stik wit you by the pussycat dolls

I wish you were here… I miss you terribly and you have no idea how hard it is to stay away from that one thing that allows me to know what you’ve been up to and how you have been doing lately. I know that you’re extremely busy and it is as impossible as finding a needle in a haystack to veer you from pursuing the goals that you have fervently built even just for a minute. It’s not that I don’t support your life's plans; as a matter of fact, I look up to you and admire you for having the strong desire and determination to pursue this unthreaded path. It’s just that, everyday you were able to progress rapidly and in an unstoppable speed. Every new obstacle that you were able to surpass and won, every new ladder that you’ve climbed and every new chapter that you were able to begin and close triumphantly drift us apart. It breaks my heart to know that you deserve someone better than me. Someone who can go along with your speed, someone who won’t halt and drag you, someone who can support you and will always be there for you and most of all, someone…

But I will forever contest.. I know that you are mine and I am yours. SOMEDAY...


Dec. 24th, 2009 | 12:00 am
mood: ecstatic ecstatic

Happy 28th birthday Aiba Masaki : ) Omedetou!!

okite kudasai


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Otanjoubu omedetou Aibakun : )

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VS arashi 11-26-2009

Nov. 27th, 2009 | 11:49 pm
location: orange room
mood: high high

This is one of my favorite VS ARASHI episode :)

The guests and ARASHI can't seem to ran out of funny antics : ) Gackt is soooo sexy haha and I love the part where he kissed and hugged the guest ( masa :) kyaaa ♥ AND the best part was when riida hugged gackt! ♥

I really LOVE THIS EPISODE!! hahaha

kyaa.... here are some of the screen caps : )

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nani mo shiteimasen kara ...

Nov. 26th, 2009 | 05:11 pm
location: Orange room
mood: accomplished accomplished
music: Stay - Lisa Loeb


Part 2

Nov. 26th, 2009 | 01:21 am
location: orange room
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: My girl


Nov. 26th, 2009 | 12:52 am
location: orange room
mood: happy happy
music: Life by arashi

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Nov. 25th, 2009 | 03:34 pm
mood: cheerful cheerful



Nov. 25th, 2009 | 02:26 am


Second life

Nov. 21st, 2009 | 12:26 am

I almost died a while ago. I was standing at the edge of a pedestrian lane with my mom and we were waiting for the sign to turn green, when a bunch of people started crossing the street. I wasn't really paying attention at the sign so I went along with everyone else. So, I crossed the street thinking that it was safe to cross when a bus came hurtling towards us. I didn't do anything to save my life, instead I stared at the bus's headlights and walk dazedly. And then I felt someone pushed me, as if forcing me to move faster. At first I thought it was my mom who pushed me because it felt warm and gentle despite the fact that it was push. But when I turned around, I didn't saw my mom, the image of the speeding bus appeared in front of me. After which, I looked at the pedestrian sign and the red sign was still on. That's when I realized that I could have died on that street. The bus has no intention of stopping and it's driver didn't even cared to blow his horn to warn the people to get out of the way. I remained still, gazing at my mother who is still on the other side of the street and wondered what if I got hit by that bus. She would have witnessed such tragic accident. How would she react? I would have broken my mother's heart tremendously. It would have been selfish of me to easily abandon my life carelessly, the life she and my dad protected, nourished, and treasured for 24 years...

Anyway, I am really thankful that I was saved by that gentle push. I wonder though, who could that be? I didn't saw his/her face. No one scolded at me for walking mindlessly in such a busy highway, unlike before where people would get at mad at you for acting that way. All I know is that it was one of God's Angel. Who ever you are Domou Arigatou Gozaimashita.

After that I became an evil daughter again. Sorry mom for acting that way... She wants us to go to a foot spa but I refused to have my feet done. We had a little argument in front of the receptionist while she was filling out the information sheet. She was asking me a couple of things but I deliberately ignored her. The receptionist finally asked if I'll have my feet done as well, I said no and I looked at her fiercely but my mom rebutted and then she won the case. I told her that I don't want to have my feet done and I'll go somewhere else while hers is being done but she dismissed my plea. So I tried to redeem my trashed pride by putting on my earphones and playing a hideously loud music and completely ignored her. I saw her looking at me every once in a while but I just ignored her. After that session, she reached out to me by handing me a magazine with an interesting article... Oh well.. She's my mom and I'm her daughter so I guess it's just the way it is. Besides She treated me and my brother to a movie, bought snacks, treated us to dinner and she paid for that foot spa too, so who am to refuse right? I guess I felt that I don't deserve any of their generosity and kindness. I am a very bad daughter and I don't deserve any of it. I'll make it up to them. I promise. yakusoku

tata for now
mata ne